the rain came down

Well it seems like I need a boat. It's dry now but for the past couple nights it was storming hard. Dask had to sit on his spot on the couch and watch the storm as we all played games. Well, the staple gun from the auction doesn't work, so I had to take it back. It was a guaranteed item, so I got my money back. It's disappointing since people really do have uses for it, oh well. So, the only thing that I've gotten from the auction is the $3 set of dominos and carry case. We're just waiting to have a domino night. That's when no one else is having a party. I went to Heather's last night for her party and had a great time. I like to just sit around and play drinking games with buddies. After the party ended Adam, Megan, Betsy and I went to Adam's because some people wanted to swim like crazies at 3:30 in the morning, no thanks. So we finally made it to bed and then we got a ride home this morning. We had a good time.

NEWS FLASH!!! Bho and Dask are famous. The dogs made it on the wall of photos in the photo lab at May's Drugstore. We know some people who work there ;) Dina is making a big picture of them today to go in the living room. They'll be on TV soon. They're the best dogs.

Well that's about it, since I have to work tonight. I got my only day off this week taken away yesterday, they called me in to go on the cater to Camp Cowboy since Mike was really sick. He was really sick, but managed to call me to make sure everything was setup for it. Happy Father's Day tomorrow, DAD. Later,

Dask had to watch the storm

a blow will do wonders

I don't know if it is a virus or if there's something stuck under there, but I blew on the keyboard really hard the problem from the previous post went away. Although, I had the same problem earlier today. Oh well, as long as it is gone longer than it is here.

Well, work is getting interesting. People are generally lazy is what I am finding out. Megan apparently left a BIG note tonight for the managers in the morning (yes, generally there are 2 during the day and nothing gets done). Maybe, we the night managers are expecting too much but it does seem like things have been crazy around there. When Greg was there things got done, no matter the ways, ie fear, but now as long as the SMG score is good and labor is ok, who cares if people wait 30 minutes for food or 2 people have to run their ass of making the restaurant run while everyone else stands around. I just tell myself that this is training for my real grown-up job and not to get too into it like some. It is still frustrating though when you are working it full time for now.

The new place is awesome! We have everything together (I'm sure we will still have stuff to do). We've had game nights and stuff, but the favorite pass time now is to watch the cable auction show. Betsy's roommate was a host on there last semester but not now. So she got us hooked with all of the insider info. We've yet to actually buy anything but I do have a bidder number. I think the problem is that I refuse to pay money on the stuff since it is mostly crap. I would see paying $2, and the P.O.S. goes for like $10, so I just watch. Some of it does have a gaurantee, it is mostly fun to watch and see that the host does next and to see what crap they actually put on there to sell and what actually sales.

Alright, goodnight.

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I'm excited!!!

I am sooo excited about the new house!! We got all moved in and it wasn't that bad. It only took one day and we're all set! Thanks mom and dad :) (and Brad) I am soo glad that the dogs will have a nice place and we'll keep everything nice. The dogs are great and like the new place too. We got all new nice stuff for people to come over and have a good time and feel welcome. We sprayed for fleas and everything before we moved since the dogs had some mutant fleas from somewhere? This place is great, I am really excited, but strapped for money! But oh well, I guess the old landlord didn't say anything because I understand my old room got painted and a hole got re-patched. (so much for the landlord looking at it first and not wanting to get screwed!) So, I guess Chadders gets screwed again, no vacuum or anything :( I guess karma will do its work, since some people aren't as nice humans as others. What can you do? You do your best and nothing in return. My phone still works and other people know how to get ahold of me. I guess I will still work for my money, non-stop as it seems. But everything other than money is GREAT here. I wish I could post all I wanted, because some people know this post is for them and it will make other people mad, but I just wanted to get my feelings out, since I couldn't do that before.

Say what you want and just call be a bitch or fat or something and blow this post and everything I say off, but I don't know what I did other than everything you wanted. Then I wanted to move and things went bad? Telling my friends things will get back to me and how will I feel? I guess who cares as long as some get their way huh? Who cares if I take care of you in the past and then it's all forgotten for one hole in the wall?! A tape recorder would come in nice since the story can change with circumstance and time. Just helping me out HAHA, hell you wouldn't help me out until the morning of, and then it was finally decided (or even thought of) that I didn't need to pay half of everything. I guess waiting a month until things would have been better for me was out of the question since I did help find the place in the first place. Why wouldn't that be brought up in a year and a half and not until a week before it's over, other than alternative motives, hmmmmm, yeah it makes since. Don't be mad things go ok for someone else abd you don't get to turn the utilities off on them and leave them sitting in the dark, haha nice try. I bet that was just a joke too, just like you're not trying to pull anything and I'll get some money back. Yeah, hang up on me because you know you're lying. I'll hang up when you start being stupid, which didn't take very long, but it never did. Even the living room was off limits. Oh yeah, I got the bathroom. But I sure as hell could drive all over Stillwater and find the right border and then use my handyman service to put it up and still get told I was doing it wrong and it was funny to see the glue dripping down the wall as you're standing on the ground. I wonder if it is still by the june-bug guts on the wall or all of the dust blown around by the ceiling fan since it's a crime to turn the air on and close the door. Since the second screen door got demolished. I'm sure it was all my little dog's fault, just like the cable wire and holes in the flower bed. Oh yeah a friend and I fixed the cable in the rain one day, even drilling a hole on the house and replacing the cable. But it's funny to see duct tape out there because I don't want to go through all that again without help, but don't worry the tv works fine in my room, just like the computer. Oh and if you need another moving service, because the extra $50 delivery charge from the city would be too much on all of your shit, don't worry I'll get one of my friends to waste her day sitting there because you don't want to go and see if you can stay on hold with the internet. Chadders movers Inc. why not?? He does everything else and doesn't say anything. I wish I knew the other side of the story, so I'm not so one sided. I would just like to see what was so wrong. Other than wanting to have my own life and not be married, I don't know what I could have done. Chauffeur, maid, cook, host, listening ear, repair man, study partner, friend and overall being used, and then nothing because I wanted to give people their space and get my own. You would know it takes awhile to clean anything if you've ever done it, trust me I know. Been there done that. It won't take as long to keep this place nice since keeping clean all the time isn't that hard, although you might need to get up once and a while and run a cloth across something or put something up. I won't have to wait for people to leave to clean or put candles and curtains up because they won't just watch me and then question everything I'm doing, tell me I'm doing it wrong and then want it done their way no questions asked. Or do you get it done in half the time and feel good about yourself since you didn't have to feel like a dumbass who knew nothing about anything because someone always had the answer to it all? I guess I am nothing but a bitch because I wanted to move and have a place were I felt comfortable. And we've already been through the whole, just tell one another about it if you don't like something, or it's just a joke. That never worked before, so why would it now? Oh yeah, I promise we'll keep the new house nice, it's a house who wants it to look like 40 North. I even tried to make 40 North look nice! My ass was painting shit, making shelves, running cable, cleaning up, cooking, packing stuff to move while others had their fun time. Then it's funny when a collection agency has to call me for a pet deposit and cleaning charges. Yeah, real funny huh? It's someone else's credit or problem, I just don't want to get screwed. The shoe is on the other foot now and it doesn't fit and hurts, get it off. Give it to Chad, I'm sure he'll just take it. Well, it's nice for people to keep their word and see what the damages were and then give the rest of the money back before changing things that were supposedly the cause of problems, but it's just a character trait I guess. So much for not wanting to get screwed and just come out even, or being decent about things. So how do others see it?? I wonder. I guess people weren't trying to pull anything and just get the money they lost on some shit hole and have enough left over for a new vacuum since one already went to the curb and another pet deposit down the drain. Hmm, sound eerily familiar, I know it does to me. Down the drain like a summer's worth of bad groceries that I wouldn't have time to clean out of the fridge because it smells really bad, maybe the power went out and there was stuff left in it. At least I know my dog will be treated good and not thrown around because it's funny to watch him bounce, since he wasn't as cute as other dogs and even then I didn't pick the right one to be MY dog, he's not the rollie-pollie one, ahh he's the one I wanted. How terrible of me.

What the hell did I do that mad me the devil??? I guess I will just pay no need to worry, Chadders will just pay as always. Yeah I didn't stay around much, I was with friends who don't judge me because I don't spend every waking (and sleeping) hour with them, or heaven forbid order the wrong thing on the menu. How dare I not pick people up from class, since it's my responsibility and all, when others just don't feel like it. How bad of me giving people their space and time together, who I thought liked one another. What a bad person, trying to have a life and friends. I guess I won't have anything to tell my friends about since I don't have stories of what other people did and said and have to live a life on my own. How dare me go out and talk to people and have a job and go out and then want to try something else other than married life at 21~ what a bad guy :( I guess it all boils down to one question: What was so wrong, that made me a bad person?????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Get mad at me for posting what I feel and if people get mad please let me know what I got wrong, please try and show me the light. But I just don't want to get screwed over. I'm sure I'll get comments on this and I'll edit it later and maybe take it down, because I do need to the bigger person and not be so petty as others. I do need to move on and get over it, but damn getting screwed without so much as a bye sucks!! Sucks to know that people you thought were nice couldn't even keep their word. Would have been nice to end evenly and cut if off, but maybe, just maybe there's a chance that I could be wrong and some people would give the poor broke ass a break and throw a freaking bone (aka money) back his way. Yeah money does talk since friendship doesn't. Sorry for the long post everyone, and I'm sure it sounds like I'm rambling and crazy and it doesn't make any sense. I know I've even forgotten some stuff, but maybe others will know what all I'm saying, or hell that might be giving too much credit, they probably won't and I'll just be a jackass again. Oh well, I'm in a much better place now and I am excited to start a new life. Sorry for hurting anyone's feelings and me having to stoop to that level and be the lower person, but I do feel better getting some of it off my mind.

yeah, it's alive, it's alive!!!

Never fear, the Chadders is here! It's been a crazy time. I feel like I work all the the (I know I say that a lot, but I feel like it) so I don't have a lot of time and then we just moved today. Well, my mom and I moved the couch last night but everything is here now. So, now I am tired. I'll post more later, maybe tomorrow maybe not. Later